I recently decided that it might be time for me to write something on my stroke. I tried to do this a few years ago but what came out was not something I was proud of. It wasn't completely honest and didn't ring true to my experience even though I was the one writing it! I don't think I was ready to delve into it, 100% honestly until now.
When I spoke about my idea, I did it in a way I hadn't done in the past. There was no shyness. There was decisiveness. This would be based on me. I wouldn't be pulling a story out of thin air. That took a lot for me to say because even though it has been 7 years since my stroke, I still am embarrassed about it to an extent. I don't know why. There are parts of me that still think I could have prevented it and many what ifs that will never be answered. After I spoke my idea into existence, I was initially PUMPED but then after walking down the street and letting it settle, I definitely broke down. I ugly cried. I know that this wasn't because of anything bad but because I finally got the strength to be able to put forth an idea that was 100% honest and I hope to remain true to that in my journey of writing down my idea.
Above all I have to remember, I'm not only writing this for me. I'm writing it for those out there who like me, didn't know there were others who experienced what I did at a young age. I have to remember, in times of block and doubt, that I was put here to do many things, and one of those things is to write this. :)
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ReplyDeleteNice post! Thank for sharing this information..
ReplyDeleteStroke is a disease caused by a brain stain that results in paralysis, coma or unconsciousness, blindness and other problems that affect the mind and body.
Common symptoms of stroke are:
- Numbness or weakness in the hands or feet
- Sudden blindness
- It's hard to speak properly
The next symptom is arm weakness.
To know whether the patient has arm weakness, he will be asked to raise both arms and when one arm drifts downward, then he is positive for the second symptom.
- David Cromwell MD -